Waiting for some good news

In the last week, i gave an interview with James Finley for Regional Sales Manager. The interview was good and i am expecting some good news from them. But, you know every company have some policy to follow. And they are following their policy to do so.

The waiting time is very long then any other time. And for me, the time is not ending. I am a bit impatient and every moment it gives me lots of pressure.

So friends, pls do pray for me so that i get the job as i am highly interested about the job. The responsibility is something that attract me for the job.

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What Can I Do?

I am stuck in quite a difficult position. I can't recover from this and i am bleeding like hell. I can't share my feelings to anyone, even i can't express to my wife. Their are some person who are quite week in expression, unfortunately i belongs to that group.

I become very frustrated when my wife expressing her anger to me for my status. She thought i am not trying to improve my status. She thoughts i am happy in this situation! What a pity, my life partner don't feel what i am feeling.

I am trying everything possile, i think so. I am applying for jobs, i am trying to contact with my referrels. Everybody is trying but results are not yet that much satisfactory.

Bashori, my wife, thoughts i have problems to carry jobs. ut she don't understand when i involve any job then i need some mental peace to carry the job. Perhaps one day she will understand. And i am able to work in stress without pressure from my family, from my wife.

Friends, please pray for me. I need lot of support from all of you.

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Lot of Task to Be Completed

Good Morning to all. I hope you all are having a nice and warm day with everybody. I am also enjoying the time.

Today, i need to do a lot of work. I have to visit mybank, talk with them and then visit my wife's bank to deposit some money in her account. After that i also have to visit another place to handover a cheque. So lot of work.

The main problem lies in the fact that all the places i need to travel are situated far from my living place and to jam the distance become even more. So pray for me so that i cn complete all the tasks in time.

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Friday- Without Any Happiness

Another Friday, with no speciality. Waking up morning late is the only difference. Other then this everything is very regular.

I think, life becomes very normal after 2 years of marriage. No new stories, nothing new happened. Whatever new happened, that is during fight with wife. I become slowly converting into someone who find "no talk no problem" as the best approach of life.

Am i going to be something like tree???

Need chalenge and need happiness. Lots of. Otherwise the enjoy of living is going out.

If anybody read this trash, can u say what i can do to revert my living style.

Good Bye from now.

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How Can I Say What I am Feeling, What I Am Bleeding

Another day i just going to pass with out any incident but don't go as simple. We, me and my wife, have some hot conversation at the last part of the day. And the day lost all his good things from me.

Now a days, i learn how to control my anger and i find this very interesting. I am bleeding like hell as my sife, my loving wife think, i am not bothered about the future. I am not bothered about her future. How can i made her believe, i am not at all bothered about myself. I solely bothered about my wife.

Its my drawback that i can't express my feelings. I can't say what i am passing in my mind. I am not that type of people who can say, "Oh honey i love you more than anything". My life remembering me about the old story. Do you heard that story. The story of a king with three daughter whom he asked who loves me in which manner. If you can't remember, just let me know. I will help you out in the refresher cource.

I am becoming more and more suppressed. My family gives me pressure, i can't blame them for that as they expect many thing from me. But they should also give me some space to live first.

In past, i heard love always defeated by money and poverty. I am feeling that truth now from my life.

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Another day without Any New Sunshine

I am living a very hopeless life. Problem with job, less social life, pressure in financial issues make my life a horible one.

I like to leave a very simple life. But people make my life very critical. To live my live, do you think, a people need many thing? Five years ago i will answer that people need very less thing to live their life. but now i know, people need many thing to have happiness in their life.

In my jo, i need to recruite people for diferent job. I observed, people in our country, are now living in very pain. They want to work but don't get the chance. Everybody is looking for experience. I think, how people can get experience without the chance of starting their job. I find this is the greatest pandora box in our country.

I am not in a fine mood. People's suffering touches my heart. But do people's feel the same when i am in pain?

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My Wife's Birthday

26th July is my lovely wife's birthday. Unfortunately, i have nothing to give her, to make her happy.

We married 2 years ago with the concent of both family. But its my fault, i can't give her much happiness. I had struggling with my job during the last 2 years. Having no income made our life very painfull. You can't understand the fact that you could not give your wife a gift due to money.

i love my wife more than anything. I can sacrifice my life for my wife. Bashori, my wife, made my life full with happiness. But i can't give you the happiness that i should.

And, do you believe love is not enough for people. Money is something which can fill the gap of love between two person but love can't fill the gap of money. It is the hardest fact of my life that i learned.

I know, Bashori never read my blog or anything. She also don't like my time passing with this stuff. i can't understand her that it gives me some pressure less time.

However, a very warm happy birthday(adance) to my wife Bashori. May Allah fill her life full of happiness and also full of .....

I just want to say her, I love You. I love You more Than I can say. I love You and i can't Express my love to you like others. But, hope you will fell my love. And hope is the thing that, now, control the stearing wheel of my life.

Good bye my readers.

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